A blog created for the random stuff I draw and some things I like. Posts are currently unscheduled. Female/22/AZ
Anonymous asked: are you okay?
First off, I want to say thank you for asking me, Anon! I’ve been going through a lot and I wasn’t sure anybody cared at this point.
I’ve been stressed out by lack of sleep due to large amounts of noise from my downstairs neighbors. I’ve also had issues with people who I thought were my friends turning on me suddenly, both online and IRL, after expressing concern for their well-being, no less. I haven’t been able to find a job, so I’ve been constantly broke, and I’m dealing with my mom’s incessant nagging over it. Plus I keep getting really sick, which sucks because I don’t live with anyone.
So, that’s most of what’s been going on. Again, thanks for asking about me, it really means a lot ;u;
Treat me like shit more why don’t you. I care? tear me to shreds. Make me feel worthless for caring. Treat others better who do the same while you’re at it. Nightmares about people killing themselves and being able to do absolutely nothing about it? Check. Reliving my past and all the shit I’ve been through? Check. Sleepless nights due to relentless noise? Check. The hell am I still even here for. Oh, and don’t even give me that shit about it’ll get better, because you’re just going to stand around and watch it get worse.
I’m done. There’s no point and nobody gives a shit anyway.
I love how when I go out of my way to do something for someone, I get treated like shit.
Just, when somebody does something nice, or even just checks up on me, it makes me really freaking happy because I don’t feel like a waste of space.